📜 "Dear Future Me:
" I hope you’re still drawing things that make you smile. I hope you found peace in solitude without losing the spark of connection. Right now, I’m sitting here, wondering what this blog will become, and maybe you already have the answer. Until then, here’s where it all begins."
"They say the stars don’t care who watches them, but I do. Maybe that’s why I’m here—to put fragments of my thoughts into a space where they can float, weightless."
- Garden
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Hi, I’m Jaden. A dreamer, an artist, and someone who is constantly shifting between deep introspection and playful chaos. I love strange aesthetics, stars, sirens, and the eerie beauty of vampires. I create things—sometimes drawings, sometimes stories, sometimes just a mess of ideas waiting to take shape. And I always wanted and needed a space where I could just, let my words run freely without overthink too much about anything and everything at the same time.
This space will be a mix of everything I love—art, self-expression, dreams of a quiet life in the woods, and the small, magical details that make existing feel a little more meaningful. I slip between a romanticism life, and a realistic, almost depressive lifestyle. And sometimes, sharing that knowledge or perspective, helps me to keep my own mindset high. As a dreamer, I travel around imaginary scenarios, like forest, the deep ocean, rainy days, a warm cup of chocolate milk, a happy hang out with my friends, a youtuber life that still doesn't exist creating content and talking about my life and experience in this world, using internet and a bit of the creative energy I always I'm surrounded around.
I don’t know where this blog will go, but maybe that’s the best part. If you’re here, welcome to my little corner of the universe. What’s something that makes you feel alive? In my case, is sharing, without expecting anything in reward. Is to give this planet a bit of calm in a storm that make everyone and everything tremble in fear, crying blood over chaos and fire. We sometimes need a refuge. And in this case, this blog is gonna be my refuge for long stuff I would like to write about. Probably mixing topics, and I don't have expectations of the blog to grow up or anything for now. But only my future me would know about how this went, if this was a original long term project or just another idea that's gonna be printed for a while and then disappear in the black hole of the internet, to never come back again.
I exist somewhere between soft pastels and eerie shadows. One moment, I’m making cute stickers, and the next, I’m lost in the tragic beauty of vampires as an alterhuman myself. I find comfort in solitude but still crave connection. I am ever-changing, yet always myself. I don’t just make art—I collect feelings, symbols, and moments. My work is filled with hidden sigils, celestial marks, and small whispers of stories waiting to be told. For a long time, I feared making mistakes. I thought that if my art wasn’t perfect, if my identity wasn’t clear, if my choices weren’t the ‘right’ ones, then I was failing. But I’m starting to realize that life isn’t about perfection—it’s about existing, experimenting, and embracing the shifting tides. One day, I want to wake up in a quiet house surrounded by trees. I want to create art that feels like a spell, write stories that feel like forgotten myths, and build a life that is both simple and extraordinary. If I were a place, I’d be a dark academy library at midnight. If I were a feeling, I’d be the warmth of candlelight against cold fingers. If I were a song, I’d be something soft but slightly haunting, like Farben from Orange Sector. I love to get lost into music sometimes, really dancing if i were in a ball, or in a goth club. I wish I could travel and taste foods, drink blood, touch and eat a star and feel the ocean over my whole body without drowning.
And I wish, most of all, that anyone can feel and live their own lifes and find the beautiful things that makes them feel alive and fulfill their journey!
My goal, using different creative methods, is to be a guide, a company for others in darkness, living with anxiety, depression, rejection, living in the shadows in this unfair world. I want to show you the tiny little sparkles and stars that resides even in the darkest places. So, I hope you find my blog entertaining, and find something useful to yourself in my long texts, more decorated than the usual random youtube videos I long to share.
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Thank you for reading till here... 💜
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